strange

my mind has been racing as my heart isn't quite sure what to do with itself. changes have been constant, just like heraclitus said. everything has been better lately. i have felt more myself than i have in years. it's not to say that there haven't been tough moments. but overall i have been smiling from the inside. it's unsettling because i seem to have found something that i've been looking for and i'm afraid that i will mess it up.